Monday 17 June 2013

心情18

Long time didn't update for my blog. Because I'm busying to chase my superband CNBLUE <3 ^^
Yes, I went BMSG! Kkk I know I'm late to update my experience for my first concert in my live since it was ended few months ago. Hahah
Okay, I had written how I know CN in my previous blog content (in Chinese language)
I knew Jung Yong Hwa since 2010 from Youre beautiful, and I love Kang Sin Yu very much. I even hate Jang Geun Suk in the drama because he snatched Go Mi Nam from Kang Sin Yu, I'm childish right? Because I'm only 14th when I watched it. Hahahah 
Then I watched Heartstring after finishing my SPM (secondary school final exam in Malaysia), it's last year. And I fall in love to Jung Yong Hwa AGAIN.
He's too charming and lovely in Heartstring. And because Park Shin Hye is my favorite actress. That was the second time they filmed together for drama. And in heartstring, Lee Sin and Gwu won have a happy ending <3 (But I'm not a dooley shipper yet)
After finished watching Heartstring, my love for Yong is getting deeper and deeper. 
So I started to check his everything. I knew CNBLUE, but I don't search their thing since I'm kinda busy when I'm in secondary school.
I'm schoked when I knew Yong is the leader of CNBLUE, so I started to search everything about CNBLUE and now I become a BOICE <3
Because I wanna know more about Yong, so I watched WGM(We Got Married).
But I don't think Yong doing himself in the show. For all WGM lovers, I bet you remember banmal song right?
That night, when they done their uploaded to YouTube, both of them called to their friend or senior.
Yong called ShinHye. Still remember right? 
‘Hello Go Mi Nam!'
And ShinHye started to speak loud with him, and they started their conversation. 
That moment I felt, yes, this's Yong, not the acting Yong but the real Yong. Who can speak anything he want to his friend. Right? :)
Since I knew YongHwa first, so he's always the special one for me. But I love other  members too, since I'm a Boice ^^
A Boice, fans of CNBLUE, love CNBLUE, do everything just for CNBLUE, this is what we called BOICE.
I have a lot of YongSeo or Dooley cp fans around me. I didn't stop them to love them.
Because as a fans, we have our own different interest.
Yong and ShinHye, even ShinHye and other CN members, I love their friendship. They know each other since long time ago, that's why they no need to act when gather. YongHwa even said before, ShinHye just like the 5th member of CNBLUE. If you're Boice, you might know this :)
He would say this because their friendship is really good, they know each other well.
Okay, turn to WGM. Yes, the lover, Goguma couple. WGM is still running, there have a lot of couple which arranged by the program team. 
Yong don't know SeoHyeon before they film WGM, am I right?
So, I believe their friendship too, since they had been filming together before, sure they're friend :)
But this Goguma couple in WGM already ended since few years ago, am I right?
Did YongHwa said ‘WGM already ended' these topic? I don't know, I'll find it out :)
Because, it's truth. Don't be bias first, please keep calm and think first.
Goguma cp in WGM already ended right?
You're Beautiful&Heartstring already ended right?
Okay, but there's sure have their own fans, such as YongSeo shipper and Dooley shipper.
I dare to say I'm a real Boice since I can't express how deep my love for four of them by words.
Even I prefer Yong&ShinHye (the role in Heartstring&the friendship in the real life) than Yong&SeoHyeon, it doesn't mean I'm a Dooley fans or a delusional fans.
I can differentiate it very clearly. 
When I'm attending CNBLUE event such as their concert, I'm a Boice. I shout CNBLUE, I shout CN members' name when they walked through me. But not shouting ShinHye's name, because I'm clear, I know what occasion am I attending. It's CNBLUE BLUE MOON WORLD TOUR instead of DOOLEY BLUE MOON WORLD TOUR. 
SO, IF I'm shouting ShinHye's name or shouting 'Dooley' during CNBLUE BLUE MOON WORLD TOUR, I'M DEFINITELY A BRAINLESS & DELUSIONAL fans. That's not what a Boice would do.
I respect CN members feeling, I respect my favorite actress feeling, I respect the Boice feeling, so I didn't do something ridiculous thing and I bet I'll never do these thing in CNBLUE events.
So, I can't understand, a Boice, attending CNBLUE events, but shouting something unrelated to the event (you know what I mean), it's correct? I don't think it's correct.

Advice and comment to YongSeo shipper:
I really tired to care the thing you guys doing. Yes, I know you will never stop it to support CNBLUE & SNSD as a GOGUMA FANS. I know you'll say YongSeo couple forever&YongSeo is real these thing, I know you guys won't change your love to goguma couple. I don't care how you show your love to them, I really don't care (but don't too over such as edited some disgusting&fake picture, if their company wanna charge you, they can charge you), but as a Boice or Sone, please respect your idol. They're not only YongHwa and SeoHyeon in the group, they have other member in the group too, please learn to respect. Okay, you said they're not angry even they're happy when seeing or hearing to YongSeo project. Can you read their mind? Okay, I can't read their mind, so I can't say they're 100% angry,but would they feel very happy to see these unrelated thing during their own events? They might feel awkward in front of the other members. As a artist who with manners, they'll accept everything you do for them, they can't reject it. They say thank you,because they've manners. It doesn't mean anything. The point is, they respect the fans, do the fans respect their idol? If your answer is yes, you're respect to you idol, then just do what is necessary according to the occasion. If today you're attending a Goguma stage like few years ago, you could scream or shout or whatever you want to do for Goguma couple, because the stage belonging to Goguma couple, it's right to shout their name. But today 2013, there's no Goguma stage anymore. Even both group attending the same show or concert, it's belonging to the entertainment stage, not the couple stage anymore, it's totally different, please learn to differentiate thing. Sometimes, not dooley fans have objection but the YongSeo fans also don't like the way you guys support the idol. Note that, YongSeo fans, who like YongSeo/Goguma cp in WGM, they don't like the way you do too. If you ask who? Oh I can't say because there too much this case.
Conclusion: DO THE CORRECT PROJECT FOR CORRECT EVENTS, NO ARGUMENT BECAUSE THE BOYS (CNBLUE) REALLY DON'T LIKE THERE HAS ANY ARGUMENT BETWEEN THEIR FANS, THEY REALLY FEEL SAD. PLEASE AWAKE WHAT IS CORRECT WHAT IS WRONG, DON'T JUST FEEL THAT YOUR OWN SURE IS THE ONE WHO DO THING CORRECT.

Sunday 12 May 2013

The translation of the video from The tv sohu news

http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?feature=youtube_gdata_player&v=r_ne7AG3dCU&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3Dr_ne7AG3dCU%26feature%3Dyoutube_gdata_player
Korean famous band CNBLUE held a two-day concert named BLUE MOON at the ASIAWORLD ARENA in Hong Kong.
The tickets nearly ten thousand seat in the arena sold out very fast at the day ticket started selling because many fans made pre-order very earlier.
There were covered with blue light stick during the concert which bought by those fans.
CNBLUE very enjoyed their performance from the beginning yet they didn't forget to talk and make their fans to be more happy and excited.
YH: Do you miss me?
JS: We got miss you!
(In Cantonese, Hong Kong language)

Although the concert in HK very successful but it is brewing a situation of discord within the internal.
There are rumors that the company FNC Entertainment feel that the band leader Jung Yong Hwa's popularity is too busy, it would be snatched from the other member's popularity. The entertainment tried to reduce his exposure force by deliberately.
They made a DVD which including with behind of the scenes for the World Tour but they do not included Jong Yong Hwa during the short introduction of members, it's the worst action.
Besides, FNC forced the TV station, they want to bring their new actor in the same entertainment to the drama 'The Heirs' which was actually Jung Yong Hwa to perform the role. It caused Jung Yong Hwa lost a great opportunity of acting to the drama.

Also rumors, after the HK performance on 510, the band along with the staffs went for supper for celebration. But only Jung Yong Hwa said himself was too tired and stayed at the hotel's room alone.
If the relationship between Jung Yong Hwa and the entertainment is to continue to worsen, the fans of Jung Yong Hwa said they do to see their idol to quit the band.

Translated credit to: @yong_himnaeseyo

*Okay. I hope I didn't translated wrongly. If I did, please tell me.
And I'm so so so angry when I watched this video. Okay it might not a true news since HK really having a lot of reporter who simply wrote the news even it's not true. But all the fans know Yong Hwa lost the opportunity to act is the real thing. And if their relationship between the name and the entertainment is to continue to worsen, I'm not going to support Yong to quit the band but I'll support the whole band leave the FNC! Since if any member leave the band, CNBLUE is not CNBLUE. Because the name of CNBLUE is represent of the four members, how could less any members?! I can't imagine if CNBLUE not CNBLUE anymore. If they really leave FNC, MR.HAN surely feel regret, I guarantee! CNBLUE made so much great music and great acting to earn money for the entertainment, I don't what's going wrong, why the entertainment did these thing to them especially Yong Hwa. If don't have Yong Hwa, I don't know what it would be. Okay, it's only my opinion, I don't know how people look at them but for me, Yong Hwa is the artist who I give my full respect to him. I can't see if anyone did something which will make him upset. And yes, I love CNBLUE, all members, but still, Yong is always the special one for me.

Wednesday 2 January 2013

心情17


很多人问为什么最近我发了疯似的那么喜欢郑容和。
要从两年前开始说起。
花美男相信都有听过吧?
2年前一部红遍亚洲甚至国外的一步电视剧。
容和饰演姜新禹。
他喜欢美男(信惠饰),但最终没在一起。:'(
不过我还是很喜欢,没有原因,就是喜欢 <3
到了前几天我才追看的你为我着迷,我就更加更加更加地喜欢他。
或许我是喜欢你为我着迷里面的那个角色李信,但我更喜欢他,郑容和。
我喜欢他的声音,我喜欢他的才华,我喜欢他的笑容。
没错,我没跟他接触过,我怎么能确定它就是好人而不是在做作?
因为我喜欢他所以我选择相信他。
这就是我的答案。
他是CNBLUE的leader和vocal。
也因为这样我开始关注CNBLUE。
虽然我知道我一旦追星就会面临破产,但我会控制的。
因为我要存钱到韩国找他。
不是要干嘛,我只是想亲眼看他一面,亲耳听他的声音,就足够了。
2013年我希望
郑容和DAEBAK!
CNBLUE DAEBAK!
yong hwa oppa & shin hye eonni可以互相来电并开花结果!<3
还有
K-pop DAEBAK!
K-drama DAEBAK!
期待更多更好的音乐和电视剧!
oppa eonni assa assa hwaiting!!

Monday 24 December 2012

心情16

河豚7/17-8/16出生基本性格: 是個容易覺得寂寞、多愁善感型的。平時看起來,好像很會照顧別人的樣子但其實內心卻還像個小孩子似的,是個長不大的頑皮小孩。如果大家沒有註意到自已的話,有時就會像八歲小孩般的撒嬌、耍賴呢!而在搞笑方面,蠻有天份的。因嫉妒心或喜惡方面的感情特別強烈,是個有點執拗的人。

我是7/22出生。
我只能说,99.99%正确-.-

Thursday 20 December 2012

心情15

3天2夜的邦咯trip就这样结束了........
美好的时刻总是一眨眼就过了.....

老实说,
去邦咯那么多次都觉得一点都不好玩...
可是这一次的感觉和之前是完全不一样...

日新的博冠、素霈、凯慧、婉萍和欣如
北钟的Anna
槟中的敬鸿
恒毅的胜斌
还有南华的婷婷和我
当然还有没能来的Valerie, Kaven, 忆睿和等等.....
你们没来其实我们也很sad :(

来自不同州属不同学校的我们
因为音乐、
因为华乐、
因为大提琴、
我们相遇了。

搞笑的博冠凯慧胜斌敬鸿
爱看洋人帅哥的..........我们几个 哈哈哈哈 :P
还有还有!
爱看华星的我们!<3

我们相聚的时间非常短暂
有些一年见面不到两次
但我们都还有保持联络维持这难得的友谊

一开始我还担心我和下半场的像心如和婉萍会参不来
但过后慢慢的都有讲话没我想象中那么难参
呵呵 :D

12月了...
只有胜斌2号要开课!
哈哈哈 :P
其余的我们..
留学的留学
工作的工作
发霉的发霉
不知道什么时候才能像这次这样聚在一起了
说真的
我很sad :(

无论如何...
大家保持联络吧!
博冠,祝留学愉快!
2014年见!><

看看一些充满回忆的照片吧!<3

 Day2 morning

day2 afternoon

day 2 night
before 

 draftING


processing





DONE <3



boys :D
 pokuan said izzit olingo LOL

 girls :D



day 3 
LAST DAY T.T
*蓝天白云有山有水xD




眼睛眯眯的胜斌;)

自称很可爱的敬鸿><


去年hyy坐我隔壁的凯慧 :)

凯慧的弟弟 :)

*ignore胜斌
哈哈因为我这里没和anna的合照><

和大家在一起很搞怪私底下却很emo的博冠 :)

皮肤黑五官很美的素霈 ;)

也有看华星的婉萍 ;)

 外表cool cool的心如 ;)

婷婷 :)

all of us <3;)

with the owner <3 ;)

这张其实是fail的可是表情很可爱 哈哈哈
*on the way to jetty

阳光普照!呵呵 xD

再见了!谢谢你们为我的2012画上完美的句点!<3

Friday 23 November 2012

心情14

每天看着头发发了疯似的掉落
我真的害怕得哭了:(

我承认,
以前小时候整天说头发很热想剪掉
(因为我的头发是很厚的)

曾经拥有那么厚质的头发
现在落得只剩几条毛了

我真的快疯了
每天都这样不变的掉落法
我很快就变光头了

一直在想是不是得癌症-.-
从小到大身体状况都不是很好

三年级就开始胃痛
中二贫血

近几年晕的次数越来越多
头也会莫名其妙地痛
痛得好像西瓜落地揸烂的那种

只要我一专注在想或在看某些事物
我的头就会疼得似乎快裂开了

我到底怎么了?
年头的健康报告明明就没什么问题

会不会像我朋友一样
是查不出什么病的病?

我真的很伤心:(

头发啊,你能不能不要再落了?
落得我都畏惧洗头了:((( T.T

Saturday 17 November 2012

心情13

2012年

水费不用缴费的一年

因为

几年的泪特别多 -.-

今年....

年头,满面春风
年中,遍体鳞伤、无法自拔
年尾,强颜欢笑、心如刀割、生不如死

是有点夸张啦...
可是差不多是这样了....

枕头上...
学校桌上...
考卷上...
课本上...
笔记上...

都有我的泪...

真的泪了也累了....


短短的时间里
发生了很多....
我不知道该怎么反应的事情......

这些事也影响了我的成绩....
父母问起我也不知道该怎么说...
只说我没专心上课在想乐团的事....

其实,
即使是忙乐团
我也不会这样...

我是不擅长把自己心里想的告诉别人..
即使是感情很要好的朋友...

或许..
是我自尊心太强?
我不肯在朋友面前说我多软弱...
越是靠近的朋友我越是无法讲心里话说出来...

我是这种人...

所以很多时候都自己躲在属于自己空间的房里 泪了......

但我认识了一些朋友..
我竟然可以对他们诉说...
他们不是我身边的朋友...
也没有义务要听我说...
但他们却听了....
给予安慰及鼓励....
我打从心里想说声谢谢!:')

我也想对一些人说对不起...
我知道妳关心我会想问我怎么了...
但我都没对妳说实话....
或许你了解我吧?
你知道我想说时我会对你说...
谢谢你没问我发生了什么事...

其实我不知道我是怎么样的人
我也不知道别人是怎么想我的
但对我来说
朋友和家人是一样的
我是一个不会把爱挂在嘴边的人
当我一直和你顶嘴或一直唱反调时
其实那应该是我的其中一面
我喜欢和朋友这样
什么都不用想的

不过我只是普通人

我也有不想说话的时候
我觉得我是不善于表达的人
所以当我不说话时
我只是单纯地不想说话
了解我的人不会感到尴尬
不了解我的人会在想我怎么了?

这一篇是没主题的一篇.......
文章吗?
不算吧?
随便啦....

就是
一个女生
半夜失眠
整天emo

一堆....
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